It's odd. I have an impulse to view the page of every stranger that comments or favorites one of my deviations. If I like how they look, I will thank them, or respond to whatever they wrote. If not, I ignore them. This made me think; would I pass my own inspection? And quite frankly, I wouldn't. So I'm going to write some things about me down. Since I don't update my journal often, this will probably stay here a while.

I started out my teenage hood at nine, when I started puberty. At first I became obsessed with anime, pouring all my energy into one, single interest. This progressed until I was twelve, when I realized it wasn't that awesome, and my ani-friends where annoying fuck tards. Which triggered my hate-the-world-wear-all-black faze. But because my mother had been a 80's goth in her teens, and my father having thoroughly dabbled in it, I wasn't met with the horror and disbelief I wanted. So by thirteen, it didnt' matter. Now I like what I like (In the Gothic Industrial departments), and am spending my time learning some new trades so I can have more than one thing to be proud of when I get old. I've also given up my hatred of school, but will still point out the flaws of it. Which means my grades have improved. I just got my first A (outside of an elective) since I started middle school. I'm also moving to a new place soon, and hoping I can fight down my abandonment issues long enough to get a healthy friendship.

I still don't think I would have passed.